♥ Monday, February 19, 2007 ♥
1:56:00 AM

2oo6 haven been a good year for me. let's hope with the new 2oo7 piggy year, things will change for the better. somehow, things have been going fine for me. with wonderful work place, good in-charge, managers, staffs. everything have been going smoothly for me.
However, my mum wants me to quit this job.. Because of the working hours la))))): Unless I can persuade Clare to give me morning shifts for mainly everyday.. And very little closing days. Or else I'll choose to change branch or even brand.
But if i were to leave.. i'll definately miss my darling Clare, the person who never fails to bright up my day despite so many errors i've done during my working time.
I'll miss Verlin too.. the cute lil girl who had recently permed her hair to look more grown up. But still, she's pretty la tho i always disturb her. HAHA.
I miss dearest Diana too, but it wasnt too long since i last met her. I bet she's still living strong la. Having to cope her O wont b easy i dare say.. But i'm quite worried for her results. Probaably b cuz of wad Mr Lai had mentioned to me earlier on.
I'll definately miss Kasper (when he's in good mood). His jokes, his smily face and helping the shop. I just feel great and kinda relief whenever he's in a good mood, helping us to serve customers, making jokes and of cuz, treating all our staffs well. And i like his phone!!! Super pretty la. Nicely decorated. (he showed me. hahas!)
I'll miss Wani too.. tho she can b bad tempered at times, but overall, she's fine and we r still on okay terms.
I'll miss Yi Ping too, the s&k girl. She, the one whom i always had fun making funny faces opposite my shop. Having passer by to give us a wierd look cuz they didnt know r frm the same company and tt we know each other. They simply just see one of us making faces and thought it was to them. HaHa!
I'll miss Wendi and Ivy too.. the 2 s&k in-charge. (They are nice people)
I'll miss my storeroom, the place where there were fun and laughters. I'll miss my shop. I'll miss my customer, the very friendly and loooks rich tai tai.....
BUT, if i were to leave this
However, I'm kind of sure no one will miss me like how i miss them. Kinda sad right, but Clare's right. Everytime around this year, sure will have ppl leaving and ppl coming in. so i guess things are just like that. I'm sure, time will heal all this broken hearts, broken feelings though cracks and hurts will remain.
I need a man. I need people who'd hear me. I need people who'd allow me to open up. Bottling things up isnt my forte, but there's no one I can speak up my mind. There's someone whom has always been in my mind, and I'm waiting for him to initiate. But I'm still unsure abt how I feel towards him. Is he just a mere brother for me, or was he more than that. I'm not sure if it's a crush. cuz there was a period of time when we didnt talk much when I wanted to draw the line clear for i'm kind of attached. But somehow things grew to b different. He seems to b like someone who cares abt me.. I guessed this is the kind of person I'm looking for after so long...
